I'm in love again! I can hardly stand how cute this little guy is. I am really enjoying having Matthew in our family and thank Heavenly Father for him every day. He sleeps a lot and is pretty flexible, two good traits for a fourth child. I feel he would benefit from a schedule and more regular naps yet I am resistant because his flexibility is so beneficial to me! Selfish, selfish. On the other hand, I have allowed him to be completely dependent on me to fall asleep and such, which is not so selfish. (Dumb, maybe, but not selfish!) I guess it balances out. The other day, Jeff picked up Matthew's pinky and said, "Oh look, Matthew, there's your mom!" Of course I'm wrapped around his little finger! Why wouldn't I be?
